~Rotation of recent life~

mother is home now
stay with me n brother in kl house
since her body is very weak
she not able to walk
and her serious wound cause she cant to sit as well
everyday, i preparing the food and cook the soup for her
for her meal
wish to gain back her weight
2 week had gone...
mom is look more spirit and even gain some energy
she able to move her body
hang up her leg
and even change d pamper
during we're not at home

wish mom will recover sooner
then we can shop and hang around at this nice place &
travel etc...

Sunday feeling

had been worked for 2 weeks
busy for 2 week, work and take care of mother
now only, i feel free
to have today ,
write my blog, check my mail, and facebook etc
what i found that was
time pass me so fast
its might influenced by
working time in office
my position and responsible ...
as a debtor controller,
issued the cheque, bank in etc
daily transaction was a lot....
with my lcci cert and experience worked in audit firm
i get a good offer of salary payment
that y, even all is account clerk work
i keep going on
all the transaction in company
exactly same as what im done at father's company
so far, its quite easy job to me
im enjoy to work there....
my daily routine was certain time busy and certain time
free as well
even though i just work for 3 month to gain
that 3 month experience
but i try to work hard as well

fully used my time this fews day

im not to say hard but just felt not enough time to me...
i had long time no facing with my laptop...even check mail also run thru those important

busy working ~ learn follow up the job in company now
another side
accompany my mom in hospital after my working hour
following by housekeeping at home
when im finished, i was 1200am or around 2am at d most time

now i realised that
not easy be a eldest in family to take care all those thing ...
its might be hard
but i learn all the time...
i willing life in a busy life rather than a suffer life....

my time not enough to me now...
when my studying in college's in time.... its also feel free still bored and
sleep all the time...
now i realised that i waste a lot of my time before

within this 2 month,
even my dear called, also talk less and we just have a small chat...
well, i wish u understood my situation and tolerate me...
please give me sometime
allow me to arrange my timetable... i will be a bit feel free after this moment.
im totally fully use my time, and just now im home no longer than one hour.
im looking at the clock,
its already 1.24am only i can take down and rest as usual

i got no time to repeat all those thing to u, dear
what i wish, u read my blog to understand me
cos, when im homed, u had fall asleep ...
its never mind...

what my done today was...
after working , i rush to hospital...
chat a while with my mom
and them meet my aunts and we went to ampang temple...
we had a small chat and supper after back from ampang temple
when im homed, i was 1am morning

i try to call u, but i knew that u sleep.
so...
here is my message here, dear.