fully used my time this fews day

im not to say hard but just felt not enough time to me...
i had long time no facing with my laptop...even check mail also run thru those important

busy working ~ learn follow up the job in company now
another side
accompany my mom in hospital after my working hour
following by housekeeping at home
when im finished, i was 1200am or around 2am at d most time

now i realised that
not easy be a eldest in family to take care all those thing ...
its might be hard
but i learn all the time...
i willing life in a busy life rather than a suffer life....

my time not enough to me now...
when my studying in college's in time.... its also feel free still bored and
sleep all the time...
now i realised that i waste a lot of my time before

within this 2 month,
even my dear called, also talk less and we just have a small chat...
well, i wish u understood my situation and tolerate me...
please give me sometime
allow me to arrange my timetable... i will be a bit feel free after this moment.
im totally fully use my time, and just now im home no longer than one hour.
im looking at the clock,
its already 1.24am only i can take down and rest as usual

i got no time to repeat all those thing to u, dear
what i wish, u read my blog to understand me
cos, when im homed, u had fall asleep ...
its never mind...

what my done today was...
after working , i rush to hospital...
chat a while with my mom
and them meet my aunts and we went to ampang temple...
we had a small chat and supper after back from ampang temple
when im homed, i was 1am morning

i try to call u, but i knew that u sleep.
so...
here is my message here, dear.