im sitting here
nothing in my mind
ya... we have some argue just now
but before u temper...i wish to talk to u
i wish to tell u
ya even im not happy once i saw u send those message
but, this few days
i think probably what i gonna tell u when i see u this coming Saturday
a lot of thing i wan to say actually
but u cut off the line..
u say.. u don like to talk those thing in phone
u always ask me wait u back to talk face to face

i would like to tell u all this:
even we have some argument
but my heart are with u
because i love u
im argue for it
just wish u know
what i care
u always tell me, u dont know what think
when im sad /unhappy unless im tell u
because u are not beside me
but when i trying to tell u
i make u felt u r not good at all
it is my failure to sending u a wrong message?
every time after we argue something
after we be fine
i always thinking back
the memories u gave me
u bring me go malacca n langkawi ( the sweetest moment u gave me)
u gave me surprise come back from johor
u cook a good meal for me
looking at u doing some thing for me
happy to heard u say ' now, once i login facebook, i will visit ur page very first time'
happy to heard u say u missing me ( from ur heart)
it is very warm for me
u tot i wan u to tell me anytime any seconds
no no no... i wish to heard when u r..
and from ur heart..
how wonderful i wish to be
every time we argue
u will hugging me tied and
tell me sincerely
''dear, dont sad or cry.. u sad i will sad too,if u cry and i will cry too.
look at me...(give me a warm kiss until let me feel it)''
and u ask me back ,u know y im kissing u just now?
''because i love u,do u feel it?''
and u talk to me ( i believe all this u will do it from ur heart )
such simple... tat i wan...
unfortunately , everytime we argue, u r not with me
because of this
i blame on u not care me
i blame on u bother me
i blame on u are not captivate me etc... ... ... ... ...
ya i bad
because im not good in control my emotion
dear.. give me time
i dont wan because of my problem, cause u lost confidence to me
i dont wan because of my problem, u tot u are bad, not enough good
give me time... i will learn to control it...
trust urself
u r good, just me bad