beloved

first time see u cry so badly front of me, tear drop with blood.. my heart really feel pain n pain.... i know u not to leave me.... just need time to re-evaluate our TRUE LOVE...u say u still love me,care me...just not much as deep enough...after busy all ur thing, once day found miss me so much,love me more n more...means u loved me so much... n u will be back to me... u say we r just friend... im im im....i lost a boyfriend but im hv a very good good friend.... i really really feel pain of my heart. dear....i
miss u... remember wat i say..remember wat u say to me too....whatever
we done last night...the whole way... its sweet and its also pain ...
but i ap...preciate it. i had stay strong to watching u leave.
after u leave im regret
im very very regret..... that day i swear i not mean to cry... sincerely
why i never tell u
and because of this... i make u painful n make this decision
sorry my lover
i really regret.... actually that day i lying on bed... i just tired
and u heard my voice like that
ask me' what happen, tell la'
nothing i think la...
im bad lo.... i noisy noisy to wish u pamper me lo
so, i cry to u, wish u pamper me.... i wan face lo...
not tell the true thing and think which is not neccesary thing to suffer u
i regret about it
i regret that i cause our relationship become like this
u not mean bad to me at all
sincerely... i know u busy... but my mind set when home... all negative thing come to me.. is nothing but get something to think think and become bad....
dear.... i misunderstand myself
that not i wan to tell i swear.
i had very suffer since tat job
the daily message are make me suffer a lot a lot
trust me n urself
i wonder why we are fine n suddenly change to be like this
i wish u continuous give the happinest .... u are done in half way...
but becos of me.... i make the bad thing happen recently...
my god... i regret bout it......
why not give me time to brave to tell dear...
why not give me brave to do what i wan to do from my heart??
if can, i will die one time to get back this chance..
tell the true... tell honestly .. i swear i will do that...
just a very good chance to me let him know, not his problem
is me...