Changed for it

u change our relationship status to open relationship...
izit u wan me get other better offer?
izit u wish some one can treat me better and give me the happiness?
that not i wan...
i wan wish to date with u
i wonder why u doing so
i wonder why u can put me aside for volleyball
do u really still loving me?
do u really still loving me?
yes or no?
or u take the yes exchange to volleyball?
or u say no represent u r not loving me?
u told me u love the feeling stay with me
make u comfortable... few days ago
but u say no feeling on me yesterday once starting with ur volleyball life
why? u hide ur love from me?
or u really think im the one who torture u to life with volleyball?
where is roy?
where is roy?
where is my lovely roy??
what he is thinking now
could some one tell me?
nothing i care now.... unless i wan to know whether u still love me or not..
everyday i cant sleep well....
the day lost a boyfriend... and hv a very good friend...
im im im... lost my direction
the only one my spirit support... gone suddenly
i lost focusing...
will u be back to me?
i wish to wait u come back to me again
i dont know why
may b u laugh me stupid
but i just know
no matter how bad u treat me
no matter how good u treat me
no matter how...
i just love u
JUST LOVE U.
U R the only ONE FOR ME in MY LIFE
same as ur volleyball for u.
could u consider why i so sad now?
how will u be once day u lost the volleyball??
that y feeling now
that my painful now
that my hurt now.
how come i focus on study in this moment
if, it is u...
could u imagine how u gonna be?
will u crazy once u lost ur volleyball?
answer yes.
as i doing so now...
im going crazy once i lost u in my life.