第一通电话

this u ur first call that u call me after few days
its about 520pm
from the phone
ur sound like very suffer
so many thing to think
and
so many thing to worry
make u cant breath that i feel
i know u suffer with volleyball
ur feeling is angry, worry, unhappy, suffer
long time not listen ur laughing voice
why make urself so suffer?
settle down ur thing one by one
carry on ur thing one by one
dont take the burden so much in once time
if u cant effort it
ur working life make u cant take rest n tide up there
2 thing ...
one is time and one is money
u r very suffer this both thing this moment
u volunteer to spent all ur salary to volleyball
from ur voice, even not chat long
but i can feel it
u try to use a very bad bad voice to kick me out of u
u not mean to do that in ur heart
but u force urself to do it
why?
when i heard ur voice in ur working hours
ur voice show me... u hv a lot of thing to handle
when u back to hostel
ur voice let me know u r relax abit and not feel carrying ur burden
in front of ur friend or colleague
u might laugh happily
but do u really happy? laugh from ur heart
or may be yes and just angry when face to me
may b i make u hate on me
but why u do so?
as a bf, u wont be like that
as a friend, u wont be like that too
i found, u make me lost my self
but i have my friend helping me to stand up
and get back myself
but
bcos of this reason too
i found that u getting lost ur self too
u questionnaire me where the real sally gone?
where is the roy that i knew last time?
suddenly change to another person immediately